fourhundredandfour.

current music: kevin devine - noose dressed like a necklace

i'm hoping the fact i don't like paragraphs today will put you off reading this...

god, i'm grumpy today. i'm taking solace in listening to kevin devine. but that just annoys me even more because i'll never ever be as good at what i end up doing as what he is at doing what he does. i also want to listen to bands that don't exist, as it seems the ones that do aren't good enough for my current mood. i want angry music that's a) not overly macho bullshit, and b) not got the production quality of a cat in a washing machine. i've got water in my eyes, but it's not from tears like some fucking spastic over-sensitive cunt, it's just because i keep yawning. my chas0r cd came the other day, complete with punktastic badges and an album sampler of the attika state. im bastard well stoked about listening to that as its meant to be full on rock yer balls off goodness. so at the moment i am hella pleased with my four pound purchase. what i'm not pleased about is some bloke failing to send my fall out boy t-shirt or even tell me why it hasnt been sent yet. my friends now actually know who they are so they have officially made it. i want a peaked beanie but the one i tried on wouldnt fit, although it said one size fits all. did it fuck. i would just steal one off a random child in the street, but it'd probably have piss and shit on it and the kid'd probably beat twelve shades of shit out of me. little fuckhole. if anyone wants to come to bath with me and friends on saturday, that'd be just grand. i promise i'll be cheerier. i'm just in a bit of a grump today. i'll drink a happy beer like fosters and fall over a bit if that persuades you in any way? iive fallen in love with the song 'bodybag' by hit the lights as it's amazing, the rest of the album is a little hit and miss though. can't wait til the weekend. i'm gonna get drunk, make a spastic of myself and end up feeling like a little bit of a prannet in the morning. this post was utter balls and i still managed to avoid what i wanted to talk about.

scrubs cheered me up this morning. as i hadnt seen the episodes i watched, but then they ended. jd is still my hero though

and i know it seems dramatic, but i treat it like a crisis...